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beanie9803

Sep 6, 20221 min read

i find myself thinking "why is it so hard to breathe ?" damn near everyday and i dont mean it literally, more like functioning for others is so simple and easy. i love to make others happy and take care of them but basic functions for myself are so hard, loving myself is hard eating is hard going to sleep is hard brushing my teeth is hard and breathing is so fucking hard.

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